POVA=OVER

I would just to make it known how fucking relieved I am. I got a letter this morning from the Department of Health, Secretary of state to be precise, informing me that i would NOT be included on the (abusers) PoVA and PoCA list. I've spent almost a year tryin to justify my integrity as a worthwhile person, and finally its over..., so I guess I must be a worth while person! Yay for me.

I went for a walk on the beach with my friends to celebrate. It was all peaceful and various "nature" was abundant. For the first time in a long while I felt as if i could exhale and allow myself to be happy.

I should be going back to uni very soon and have already arranged to see my tutor tomorrow to arrange it- things seem to be moving a million miles an hour right now but it's brilliant, it's all i've wanted.

I had so many lovely supportive texts from everyone who i told the good news to and my friends met me for drinks to celebrate. It made me realise how many people really care and that felt really special.

POVA=OVER. FINALLY.

I have framed the letter already, just so if I ever think i'm having a hard time I can look at it and remember that if I managed to get through this bullshit, I can get through most other things!!